from afar....

that's how i did it last thursday....
i just looked at him from afar....

our school org had this sportsfest
they played volleyball, badminton and basketball....
i haven't seen my orgmates since the xmas break
i really missed them so i decided to come (even though i wasn't going to play)

so it started....
volleyball: two teams played three sets, 25 points each
it was really exciting!!!
they were really good at playing the sport....
i was surprised that @$%*@$@#$ (my crush hahahaha) knew how to play volleyball
i thought he was only good at basketball....
so i watched him play....
looked at him in the distance....
every time he serves, his team always scores....
when he's holding a ball, i think he could do anything....

so back to the game....
one of the teams was too confident that they would win....
they gave the other team a chance to score....
sadly, because of carelessness and over confidence....
the former lost.....

next game.... basketball: two teams, four rounds
most of the people who played volleyball were also basketball players....
it was really exciting....
both teams had good players....
specially @#$%#$@*%#$ !!!!
he's really good at playing basketball
he seldom missed a shot
oh well....
in the end.... one of the teams lost by eight points....

after the game, most of the people went home....
the others sat together and talked....
i was still there even if it was already dark....
i took a last look at @#%$%#$* and started to go home....

i didn't wait for anyone to accompany me....
i wanted to be alone....
oh.... most of the time.... i'm alone....
so i went home without anyone to talk to....
i started to feel sad again....
since i started going to school this year....
i was always feeling a bit sad....
i felt incomplete.... as if something is missing....
i felt like there's something i'm waiting for....

oh well....
so that's it....
i went home with too many thouhgts in my head....
i wasn't even aware that i was already walking towards our house....
time goes fast when your thinking of something....
the thoughts are still in my head but somehow i felt happy....
that i was able to see my orgmates....
that i was able to see @#$@$#%#$ even from afar....
that i saw "the he" in my entry heart problems....

oh....
i need to go....
see yah......