in the silence

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

natuwa ako

dahil natuwa ako nang basahin ko ito sa blog ng friend ko... ilalagay ko na rin dito
hehehe la lang... 2-hour break kasi at kinakabahan ako....

Things I Have Lived Through
(Put numbers instead of x's [1, 2, 3, 4...].)

[01] I have read a lot of books.
[ ] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[ ] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.
[ ] I have been to Europe.
[02] I have watched cartoons for hours. --> nung bata pa ako
[03] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[04] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs. --> nung grade school 2x pa
[ ] I have been snowboarding/skiing.
[ ] I have played ping pong.
[05] I swam in the ocean. --> nung zoology project namin at envi bio trip... saya!!!
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[06] I have seen fireworks.
[07] I have seen a shooting star.
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[08] I have almost drowned. --> buti na lang nakahawak ako sa railings
[09] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear. --> madalas, kahit mababaw ang dahilan
[10] I have listened to one CD over and over and over again.
[ ] I have had stitches.
[ ] I have had frostbite.
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[11] I have stayed up til 2 (and beyond) doing homework/projects.
[ ] I have been ice skating.
[12] I have been rollerblading. --> nung bata pa ako
[ ] I have fallen flat on my face.
[13] I have tripped over my own two feet. --> weird ako maglakad eh
[14] I have been in a fist fight. --> with my brothers nung bata pa kami
[ ] I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.
[15] I have watched the power rangers. ---> favorite ko rin si Kimberly!!!
[16] I attend Church regularly. --> i try my best...
[17] I have played truth or dare.
[18] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[19] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[20] I've called someone stupid.
[21] I've been in a verbal argument.
[22] I've cried in school. --> nung hindi ako sunduin ng service ko, 3 hours akong naghintay...
[ ] I've played basketball on a team.
[ ] I've played baseball on a team.
[ ] I've played football on a team.
[ ] I've played soccer on a team.
[23] I've done cheerleading on a team. --> sportsfest hehehe
[ ] I've played softball on a team.
[ ] I've played volleyball on a team.
[ ] I've played tennis on a team.
[ ] I've been on a track or cross country team.
[ ] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[ ] I've climbed a rock wall. --> sad :( di ako nakasama sa block nung nag-wall climbing sila...
[ ] I've lost more than $20
[24] I've called myself an idiot.
[25] I've called someone else an idiot.
[26] I've cried myself to sleep
[27] I've had (or have) pets.
[ ] I've owned a spice girls CD/cassette.
[ ] I've owned a britney spears CD.
[ ] I've owned an N*Sync CD.
[ ] I've owned a backstreet boys CD.
[ ] I've mooned someone.
[28] I have sworn/yelled at someone of authority before. ---> onung grade school at high school hehehe
[29] I've been in the newspaper. --> sa-feature ako sa manila times nung 4th year high hehehe, la lang...
[30] I've been on TV. ---> sa mommy academy nung grade 4/5
[ ] I've been to Hawaii.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[31] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[32] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[ ] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[33] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[ ] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[34] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.
[35] I've been called a geek.
[36] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade
[ ] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it
[37] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[ ] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[38] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[39] I've written poetry. --> hilig ko kahit di ako magaling hehehe
[ ] I've been arrested.
[40] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[41] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[ ] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[41] I've had/have siblings.
[42] I've been to a rock concert. --> ingay!
[43] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it. --> sobra! love ko yun
[44] I've been in a play ---> nung grade 5/6...
[ ] I've been picked last in gym class.
[ ] I've been picked first in gym class.
[ ] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[45] I've cried in front of my friends --> 2nd year sa class... nakakahiya 4th year sa friends ko...
[46] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
[ ] I've played Halo 2.
[ ] I've freaked out over a sports game.
[ ] I've been to Alaska.
[ ] I've been to China.
[ ] I've been to Spain.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've had a fight with someone on AIM/MSN.
[47] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[ ] I've had serious conversations on any IM.
[48] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[49] I've been forgiven.
[50] I've screamed at a scary movie.
[51] I've cried at a chick flick. --> lagi
[52] I've watched a lot of action movies. --> brothers ko kasi mahilig...
[ ] I've screamed at the top of my lungs.
[ ] I've been to a rap concert.
[ ] I've been to a hip hop concert.
[ ] I've lived in more than 2 houses.
[ ] I've driven on the highway/been on the highway.
[ ] I've driven more than 40 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 40 miles in a day.
[53] I've been in a car accident. --> hindi naman malala
[ ] I've done drugs.
[54] I've been homesick. 1st year high, camping sa baguio..
[55] I've thrown up.
[ ] I've puked on someone.
[ ] I've gone horseback riding.
[56] I've filled out more than 10 MySpace/LJ surveys
[57] I've spoken my mind in public. --> minsan lang... once in a blue moon hehehe
[58] I've proven someone wrong.
[59] I've been proven wrong by someone.
[ ] I've broken a leg.
[ ] I've broken an arm
[ ] I've fallen off a swing.
[60] I've swung on a swing for more than 30 minutes straight --> baka... not really sure
[61] I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
[ ] I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.
[ ] I've lost my backpack.
[ ] I've come close to dying.
[ ] I've seen someone die.
[62] I've known someone who has died.
[ ] I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.
[ ] I've done modeling.
[63] I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.
[64] I've taken something/someone for granted. --> madalas....
[65] I've realized how good my life is.
[66] I've counted my blessings.
[67] I've made fun of a classmate. --> once ata
[ ] I've been asked out by someone and I said no.
[ ] I've slapped someone in the face.
[ ] I've been skateboarding.
[68] I've been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend. --> Drama!
[69] I've lied to someone to their face.
[70] I've told a little white lie.
[ ] I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane. --> i want to pero di ko kaya
[ ] I've fainted.
[ ] I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
[ ] I've pushed someone into a pool.
[71] I've been pushed into a pool.
[72] I've been/am in love.

81 things.

Sunday, June 25, 2006

i miss my block....

kakabukas ko lang ng aking multiply account. na-upload na ni cyndz yung pictures from yesterday's block outing. nalungkot ako bigla. kasama ko dapat sila kahapon pero dahil may responsibilidad akong dapat gawin, hindi ako nakasama. nilibre ni Gel ang block sa wall climbing. gusto ko sanang subukan mag-wall climbing pero dahil huling araw ng delibs, hindi ako nakapunta. inasahan ko nang mangyayari ito pero hindi ko naisip na sobrang malulungkot pala ako....

sana may isa pang pagkakataon... ayaw kong umalis si Gel nang hindi ko siya nakakasama. ayaw kong umalis siya nang hindi kami nagkakaroon ng oras para mag-usap, mag-bonding. baka matagal pa bago kami magkita ulit. sobrang naging close kami last school year. sobrang ma-mimiss ko siya.... nenjoy nung OrSem kasi kasama ko siya at iba ko pang blockmates. sa july na siya aalis, sana naman may isa pang outing. kahit hindi libre, basta makasama ko ang block. sobrang miss ko na talaga sila. hindi ko pa sila kasama sa major subjects. nakakalungkot talaga....

hindi ko na nakakasama ang block ko dahil sa pangakong binitawan ko. sobrang demanding ang daang pinili ko. sobrang daming trade-offs. ang daming kailangang isakripisyo. mabuti na lamang at gusto ko naman ang ginagawa ko at hindi naman ako sobrang napipilitan. alam ko naman ang dahilan at nakikita ko ang patutunguhan. may mga bagay pa akong dapat intindihin. may mga bagay pang malabo pero hindi naman nawawala ang interes ko sa ginagawa ko. sana lang huwag mawala ang interes ko, sa halip mas magkaroon ako ng drive, ng passion sa ginagawa ko. para mas maging maayos ang trabaho....

kahit papaano, nalulungkot pa rin ako kasi kailangan kong mamili sa dalawang bagay na sobrang gusto ko. sana hindi naman laging ganito. gusto kong mabigyan ng pantay na atensyon ang mga bagay-bagay. gusto kong mabigyan ng oras ang trabaho, mga kaibigan, pag-aaral at lalo na ang pamilya ko. sana hindi naman ako maguluhan sa priorities ko. sana hindi naman ako mabulagan sa kung ano talaga ang mas mahalaga.

yun lang naman. medyo magulo ang post na ito kasi medyo magulo rin ang isip ko. pero sana naintindihan niyo naman. hehehehe

special mention lang. dahil kayo ang pangunahing dahilan kung bakit ko naisip ang post na ito, may message ako para sa inyo...

sa mga blockmates ko, sobrang miss ko na kayo... sana labas tayo. nood ng movie, kain sa labas, punta sa tagaytay. kahit anong gawin, sasama ako. sana hindi na sumabay ang mga responsibilidad ko. kapag kailangan ko ng break kayo ang sasalo sa akin. maraming salamat sa masasayang araw na magkakasama tayo. kayo ang isa sa mga dahilan kung bakit masaya ang Ateneo life ko!!!! Go Block L2!!!

Saturday, June 24, 2006

the three question personality test...

Your Personality Is

Rational (NT)


You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.
You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!

Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.
In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.

You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.
Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.

In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.

At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.

With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.

As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.

On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

my career type...

Your Career Type: Investigative

You are precise, scientific, and intellectual.
Your talents lie in understanding and solving math and science problems.

You would make an excellent:

Architect - Biologist - Chemist
Dentist - Electrical Technician - Mathematician
Medical Technician - Meteorologist - Pharmacist
Physician - Surveyor - Veterinarian

The worst career options for your are enterprising careers, like lawyer or real estate agent.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

hala!

feeling ko may nakahanap na ng blog ko...
kinakabahan naman ako.
dalawa lang ang may alam ng blog na ito.
pero feeling ko may kakilala ako ngayong college na nakita ang blog ko ng di sinasadya
sana naman hindi
hehehehe ang dami niyang malalaman....

Sunday, June 18, 2006

bumigay...

may sakit ako!
hehehehe, dahil siguro sa sobrang pagod. buti na lang nakapunta pa ako sa lsat.
may isang araw pa ng pahinga tapos pasok na naman.
sana gumaling na ako. ayaw ko namang pumasok nang may sakit.

hehehehe
yun lang...
dami ko pang hindi nagagawa. nakakainis.
sana masimulan ko na siya agad.
bakit pa kasi ako nagkasakit, dapat nagtatrabaho ako ngayon eh...

Saturday, June 03, 2006

busy break....

habang minamasdan ang planner ko kahapon... napansin ko kung gaano ito kapuno. bawat araw may nakalagay na gawain. bawat araw may deadline na dapat maabot o activity na dapat puntahan. narito ang mga gawain ko ngayong BREAK:

* hindi tiyak ang mga oras

june 2 - LSAT training day (7:15 - 12:00)
june 3 - LSAT training day (7:15 - 12:00) at OrSem Log Training (12:00 - 5:00)
june 4 - OrSem Log Training (8:00 - 5:00)
june 5 - Early Reservation (8:00 - 12:00)
june 6 - Distribution of Grades and RegForms (10:00 - 12:00) at Early Registration (12:30 - 4:00)
june 7 - Sophomore Registration (7:15 - 4:30)
june 8 - Senior Registration (7:15 - 4:30)
june 9 - Junior Registration (7:15 - 4:30) at Log CovCourts activity (9:00 - 3:00)
june 10 - Log CovCourts activity (10:00 - 3:00) at OrSem Volunteers GA (probably 5:30)
june 12 - Log CovCourts general preparations
june 13 - 1st day Freshmen OrSem (5:00 - 6:00)
june 14 - 2nd day Freshmen OrSem (5:30 - 6:00)
june 15 - 3rd day Freshmen Orsem (5:30 - 6:00)
june 16 - Freshmen Registration (7:15 - 4:30)
june 17 - Late Registration (7:15 - 12:00)
june 19 - First Day of Classes

o di ba! ang ganda ng BREAK ko. talagang break siya. pero kahit na sobrang daming ginagawa, masaya naman ako at marami akong bagong experiences at mga kaibigang nakikilala kaya ok lang. sana laging ganito para kahit papaano, hindi ako napapagod kaagad.

God bless na lang sa akin. sana makayanan ko ito.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

summer's over...

finally... my summer classes officially ended yesterday. i'm not really satisfied with my performance. i've been too lazy! i slacked off! i could've done better! i know that i could have done more... but i didn't! i slept instead of studying my notes. i played neopets instead of making my lab report. this is not me! i'm not who i used to be! before, i make it a point to finish everything on time, but now it's ok for me to be late in everything. i don't like it. i need to change! i need to improve myself. i need to get back on the dean's list. the problem with me is i don't have a vision. just go with the flow. i need to have that vision! i want to be doctor but the things that come in between is nothing but blur. i need to set things straight. i need to set some goals so that everything that i do wouldn' be a waste of time. so that i would be more inspired to do things. so that i would have a REASON for doing things.

need to set my goals and priorities for 1st sem
this will be my most challenging year
i can do this..
good luck to me!