in the silence

Saturday, January 15, 2005

unexpected events....

a lot of unexpected things happened this week....

i had my 2nd long exams in zoology lecture and lab last tuesday and thursday
the exams were hard so i thought i would fail the exam....
when the result of my 2nd lecture exam was announced, i was really surprised....
i was one of the students who got the highest scores....
upon hearing the unexpected announcement, i started to babble....
and then i thanked God for helping me achieve this....

this was only one of the funny events that happened to me....
another one happened last thursday....
my school org had another game for the sportsfest....
the games were really exciting....
and gladly, my team won both our basketball and badminton games....
during the basketball game, i did something that i didn't expect to do....
i shouted.... yah i cheered for our team....
i was able to do it although i was feeling a bit shy....
hahahaha i felt happy after cheering for our team....
i hope that somehow i was able to make my team mates feel my support....

another event was when me and my block went to eastwood and watched Kung Fu Hustle
it was one of the funnniest movies i have ever watched
i really enjoyed the time i spent with my blockmates
hahahaha

oh well, see u next time ....

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Untitled Version#1

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Untitled Version#1

Kay tahimik
Walang ingay
Ako'y nakatitig
Anino'y lumalapit
Sa tabi ko'y naupo
Di ko nakita
Di ko narinig
Siya ay lumapit
Nagsalita, nakipag-usap
Mundo'y huminto
Oras ay tumigil
Walang ingay
Lahat ay tahimik
Siya'y tumayo, umalis
Magandang buhok
Maputing kutis
Maayos na tindig
Nakatutuwang ugali
Mukha'y malabo
Hindi nakita
Walang narinig
Ika'y umalis, wala na
Ako'y nagising, gumalaw
Tumayo, umiyak, sumigaw
Walang narinig
Ang paligid ay tahimik
Sa tabi ay may naiwan
Kinuha, tiningnan, tumakbo
Mabilis, tiyak
Ngunit walang makita
Walang ingay, tahimik
Nakahabol din!
Magandang buhok
Maputing kutis
Maayos na tindig
Nakatutuwang ugali
Muli ay nakita
Pinigil, nahawakan
Kamay ay mainit
Lumingon, tiningnan
Tumitig sa anyong nasa harapan
Walang ingay
Nakita ang dahilan
Isang gapos
Lumayo, tumakbo, di lumingon
Sa tenga'y naririnig
Katagang "Hintay", "Sandali"
Tumakbo, lumuha, nanghina
Bumagsak, wala na
Tahimik ang paligid
Walang ingay, walang makikita
Sa gitna ng dilim
Isang bula ang lumulutang
Nagpapadala sa hangin
Kailangang kumawala sa gapos ng damdamin
Pumaitaas, pumutok, maglaho
Magandang buhok
Maputing kutis
Maayos na tindig
Nakatutuwang ugali
Siya'y tumatakbo, naghahanap
Hindi pa rin makita
Sa gitna ng dilim
May isang liwanag
Naghihintay, nakayuko, tahimik
Lumapit, naupo sa tabi
Tinangkang mag-usap
Ang gapos ay humigpit
Pilit hinatak, inalis
Bulang lumulutang
Unti-unting tumataas
Kailangan nang kumawala
Kailangan....

that's how life goes....

it was only 5:30 AM when i arrived in school this morning....
i went to school early because i wanted to study for my LT in zoology
i thought i wasn't going to finish it but i did
sadly, because i wasn't able to absorb everything that i read, i forgot some facts and terms
that's why i failed to answer some items correctly....

oh well....
that's how things will go if i don't stop practicing the famous "maƱana habit"
i just hope i learned my lesson....

well, let's talk about other things....
i couldn't think of something happy....
it seems like everything that enters my mind is sad....
i've been like this since the start of this year....
does this mean i'll be having a very sad year?
i hope not....
it's hard....

anyway....
the first person to stay with me this morning was $%#%^^%!
yah, we were together but we didn't have a conversation....
but, he talked to me....
he greeted me (i can't remember if it was "Hi" or "Hello")
then he asked me something....
that was the first time he talked to me this year....
i felt somewhat happy about it....
but it lasted only for some minutes....
sadness took over me after that....

hahahaha
oh well....
so much for the sad stories....
i still need to do something....
maybe i would write another entry this weekend....

see yah !!!!

Monday, January 10, 2005

nothing important....

i think i failed to have a good start this year....
i've been doing a lot of mistakes this 1st week of January....
i just hope i would be a better person next week....
i don't want to have a bad year....

i went to school yesterday....
i was supposed to attend a YFC workshop with my friend but we decided not to go
we were already outside the venue but we didn't enter the room coz we don't know anyone in the group....
they were having fun but they didn't look friendly (except for my house head)
instead of attending, we went to the school computer lab....

nothing interesting happened that day....
the questions inside my head were still left unanswered....

oh well....
i need to do somethings for school tomorrow....
i need to set my goals for this year....

see yah !!!!!

Saturday, January 08, 2005

from afar....

that's how i did it last thursday....
i just looked at him from afar....

our school org had this sportsfest
they played volleyball, badminton and basketball....
i haven't seen my orgmates since the xmas break
i really missed them so i decided to come (even though i wasn't going to play)

so it started....
volleyball: two teams played three sets, 25 points each
it was really exciting!!!
they were really good at playing the sport....
i was surprised that @$%*@$@#$ (my crush hahahaha) knew how to play volleyball
i thought he was only good at basketball....

so i watched him play....
looked at him in the distance....
every time he serves, his team always scores....
when he's holding a ball, i think he could do anything....

so back to the game....
one of the teams was too confident that they would win....
they gave the other team a chance to score....
sadly, because of carelessness and over confidence....
the former lost.....

next game.... basketball: two teams, four rounds

most of the people who played volleyball were also basketball players....
it was really exciting....
both teams had good players....
specially @#$%#$@*%#$ !!!!
he's really good at playing basketball
he seldom missed a shot
oh well....
in the end.... one of the teams lost by eight points....

after the game, most of the people went home....
the others sat together and talked....
i was still there even if it was already dark....
i took a last look at @#%$%#$* and started to go home....

i didn't wait for anyone to accompany me....
i wanted to be alone....
oh.... most of the time.... i'm alone....
so i went home without anyone to talk to....
i started to feel sad again....
since i started going to school this year....
i was always feeling a bit sad....
i felt incomplete.... as if something is missing....
i felt like there's something i'm waiting for....

oh well....
so that's it....
i went home with too many thouhgts in my head....
i wasn't even aware that i was already walking towards our house....
time goes fast when your thinking of something....
the thoughts are still in my head but somehow i felt happy....
that i was able to see my orgmates....
that i was able to see @#$@$#%#$ even from afar....
that i saw "the he" in my entry heart problems....

oh....
i need to go....
see yah......

Friday, January 07, 2005

iba to!!!!

para maiba naman ang laman ng blog na ito....

mga bagay na nagpapasaya sa araw ko :p

  • miss call :p
  • totoong tawag sa phone
  • txt msg
  • isang magandang libro, story, essay at kahit anong mababasa
  • paglalakad habang nag-iisip
  • school org
  • batchmates
  • blockmates
  • sister ko
  • katahimikan
  • nature
  • breathtaking sceneries
  • good grades
  • senti songs
  • sina ano hehehehe

madami pa pero yan n lng muna :p

para lang magkaron ng bago :p