3rd day...

it's my third day in school
i think i'm starting to get used to the way things are going
the days seem to be shorter and i'm loving my classes
i have already started reciting in class and i'm more participative in group activities
i've met a lot of new people and i'm spending more time with some old friends
i hang out with a new group of people
i like being with them because it's not hard for us to find a common ground
i feel comfortable around them and i don't feel pressured to act in a certain way
our professors are also good and they are presenting things from a different perspective
i'm learning and realizing many things without putting too much effort
one thing that makes me really excited is that the modules are giving me an opportunity to look back on my college days and make use of the things that i learned through experience
organizational skills come in handy and my experiences working in teams and orgs really help a lot during discussions

i still feel uneasy and nervous at times
especially when the batch gathers during plenaries
but i'm optimistic and really hopeful that i would be able to adjust to the new environment
one thing that i'm not happy about is my failure to be with my former blockmates
i really want to spend time with them but it seems like we live in different worlds
we still greet and chat with each other but i feel uneasy around them
they seem to exhibit their elite side more than they used to
one reason i can't go with them during breaks is my want to save money
i tend to shell out more when i'm with them
actually, the problem is with me
i was away for a very long time that i wasn't able to grow with them during our last year in college
perhaps in the next days things will start going stable since we'll be spending more times together
and we will already be busy doing things in school

tomorrow will be my 4th day in school
GD day, kinda nervous but i'm really looking forward to it
i hope all goes well
God bless to all